There are days
Where I try to find ways
To get you to smile at me
Though, our hearts isn’t free
I hold back my heart
And each time it tears me apart
I want you in my arms
But these feelings put me in harms
Every time I see you
I know in my heart it’s true
These feelings I have inside
Just wanting to be by your side
I want to hear your voice
But I’m left with no choice
I’m not allowed to say
Words that will only go astray
My heart would only shed tears
It’s everything my soul fears
The hurt and pain I cannot hide
There’s no hope, no one to confide
And so, I retreat in isolation
Away from my heart’s devastation
At times I lose my sense of reason
Finding ways to change the season
It may have been summer or winter
Where this heart of mine gave a whisper
Yearning to have you again
When I was more than just a friend
When spring came, it felt like fall
As if autumn leaves swept away my doll
I could only wish for that wintery kiss
Where you’ve turned my world into a bliss
But now I feel like drowning in abyss
Thoughts of us while I reminisce
Wishing that there’d be a time
Of you and mine
